i watched two of the next classes for my wood puppetry class and in what uNIVERSE did i think i would just casually use a band saw i respect power tools and they are terrifying and every time he went near one i almost passed out i will be investing in a workout routine so i can use these hand tools thank you and good night

i was carving yesterday instead of using my computer or phone for most of the day cause fuck that and its nice cause everyone in my family is like "you really do enjoy that dont you? its really good you found that" and im πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

what does one even bring to a puppet open mic

i dont even have a puppet yet they were like if youre working on a short form piece um???? if i dont make something happen today i will be coming in with my socks on my hands and a shit ton of suspension of belief

i was able to do my introduction before my family came back to the car so i could say my name and pronouns and how nervous i am πŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ™ŒπŸΎ

i have to journal or something we just had a 1 hr 50 min orientation and my anxiety has been at 42/10 since (im in a board meeting for another organization and we did a check in and i could NOT bring my voice down)

praise God my family is sick of me but they took me to michaels to get some supplies i feel like the kid telling my parents about my project due tomorrow and they get my stuff at 10 51 pm

i’ve gone to warm up and intro session with my strand (we’re on lunch now) and i love it so much 😭 :ameowbongo: πŸ₯° πŸ₯° πŸ₯° πŸ₯° ☺️ 😭 πŸ™ŒπŸΎ πŸ™ŒπŸΎ πŸ™ŒπŸΎ πŸ™ŒπŸΎ

broski bruh bro this is called an intensive for a reason ive never had to think about my body so much its unnerving and exciting

i cleaned off my desk after the first class because my bed is NOT doing it today and i feel a bit better (i got some kind of work sprung on me and its due in like 6 hours but we're pushing through) and at least the master class is after lunch and we're just supposed to listen which honey i can do real well

ive agreed to do a live puppet performance on thursday

what have i done

im calming myself down a bit by remembering i dont even know what theyre expecting, their tagline is literally: "risk. fail. risk again." so itll be okay, im just so tired

i think ill just watch it on my phone so i can sleep and ill try again tomorrow

we have to dress up to take our pride pictures and im already laughing because my colors are v small against all black because im like

i am the pride

i perform tonight and i’m still not quite sure how this is gonna happen so of course i’m awake three hours earlier than i need to be

Sign in to participate in the conversation
Mastodon @ SDF

"I appreciate SDF but it's a general-purpose server and the name doesn't make it obvious that it's about art." - Eugen Rochko